Sunday, December 28, 2008

What i'm suppose to write mr-loner??

Now...i'm feeling like wanna meet new peoples around me, eg my friend's friends, my friend's friends friends or any wonderful souls in this world. I want to know myself better by meeting with new peoples. Life must goes on, all the sadness, memories and even it tastes bitter wine..i must let it go for good. Forgive and forget!! (Allah please help me!!hehe)

By the way, i'm enjoying my new hobby right now rc nitro car!! this car's sound so loud!!. At least i've have a thing to do while i'm free, at this moment..hehe dunno what happens next in the future. I hope it doesn't happen as same as my PS2 equipped with Guitar Hero and all those interesting games. But it only stands for 2 weeks from my date of purchase and there it goes..i feel bored and left it at my TV rack until now!!

I hope that i will make this 2009 full of great events, meeting new peoples, new hobbies(wanna add some more!) and hope to get know a new person...hehe

Thursday, December 25, 2008

A loner

Another sad day for me, i guess. For the last 24 hours, it seems that i've been ignored by all the people that i've ever related with. Exclude my family of course. My cell phone doesn't ringing at all, no sms coming in, no calls from my hommies and i've felt that i already been left alone. Lucky i had my One Tree Hill box set here. I don't want to be like this all time, memorize all the sad things that i've been through lately, and most important thing is what can make i'm happy? Is it a love? Is it my job? all my friends's upcoming wedding receptions? Right now, i'm a sad person and a loner. It seems logical to me right now that "In the end, you will be left alone". No one bothers you, and life is short...i damnly need to doing things that can me happier again and again. So, i guess i need to do this, and to people that been lost and stuck at my page, enjoy your life while you can!!!